i know you guys dont like me cause i am so crazy as fuck but i just wanted to tell you about my day it sucked ass my Never Shout never coffee mug necklace broke in half cause  yesterday some girl that dont like me pushed me into some sharp rocks and i got a long cut on my hand cause of her but i did not care about my cut on my hand i cared more shout my never shout never coffee mug necklace then i do my own health i would rather be in pain physically than be in pain mentally then seeing or have anything having to do with nsn related stuff get hurt or worse chris get hurt but this happen in my 4th period art i was painting and i leaned on the wood and it spit in two i was like yelling really loud at the top of my lungs and being to cry i really did not care i f anyone thought i was crazy because i am crazy in love with the man and band that saved my life and now i am really scared because it was a gift from my god mom and i am scared she is going to think that i need to go to another school and then if i move than i wont be able to go see christofer for the 2nd time in my life i just dont want to face a fucked up school l that can give less off a fuck for my love of Christofer i really dont know what to do anymore i just really need someone to talk two